Insomnia~

After reopen school i didn faced insomnia problem anymore~
but today it come to find me again T.T
i still thinking what will happen N what will teacher tell me 2morow during the 2 hours class~
Just now i sit infront of my piano~
open the cover~ i play a song~
my finger like cannot acting force on the keyboard~
haiz~ tomorow i am facing with my teacher~
last week she told me to practice more ~
but i was miss promise with her~
I didn practice at all~my heart was feeling cold when pressing the black N white keyboard~
keep thinking back the moment i m playing my exam song infront of the examinar~
Miss Lam so sorry i wasn't get what u expect me to get~

tomorow having a football match with friends~
hope i will enjoy the game~ because i still haven feel sleepy yet~
tomorow sure i will keep showing my open mouth to all of them ^^

Miss u dear~ suddenly feel tat i m not a good boy friend~
didn i find u in this whole day???
sorry~

Thx

I think so many during this few days~
i say i wont give up~
but wad i actually thinking???
i m alrdy disappointed 2 myself~
But howeva thx 4 those supporting me ~
tell me dont give up~
some of u really made me stop thinking on tat few moment when saw ur message~
but saturday is coming soon~
i donnoe how 2 face with my piano teacher~
Miss Lam~sry~
i really made u sad~

I wrote tis message is jus 2 thx all of those hu supporting me~
N i m ok now~ i will solve it myself~

失败

Form 6 started~
the sat of the reopen week~
made me so sad~
the first Fail in my life ~
The Fail in my own dictionary is fail until cannot continue 2 another stage
or fail 2 get ur certificate~
I Failed~
i cant regret~
i fail because of my attitute~
i m lazy~
i tot i will b lucky always~
i tot i can do it well~
finally i made my family feel sad~
i made my teacher feel disappointed~
i feel like wanna give up~
but i saw a short phrase after few day~
it almost sound like this~

" don feel scare when the sky is become darker~
u should feel happy when the darkest of sky ~
because the another day is coming soon~ don't give up"

LuNn~ just do it~
dont stop wad u r already decide from the beginning~
finished it N give it a beautiful ending~