~迁就~

最近我们两人都变得很奇怪~
有时我们会谈得很开心~
但是突然会变得很伤心又生气~
有时我会说气话气你~
你也一样 >.<
气死了~！！！


这几天你变得更奇怪了~
你是怎么了???
还是我变了呢?


每次我看着你的眼睛~
你总是会躲开~
但是我可以看得见你有话想说~
我问你~你总是说没有~
又怎么了???


最近我们每次差不多将聊到要吵架的最后一步~
我们两个人都会有其中一方会自动让步~
这点我很感谢~
但是下次有什么想说的~
有什么想问的就问吧~
你藏在心里~
你不好受我也一样不好受 T.T


我希望我们以后都能坦诚相对~
因为我已经锁定你是我的终生伴侣~
我要爱你一辈子~
迁就你到我老死为止~

谢谢然我遇见你

终于睡不觉了~
今天跟你失去连络了一天~
我终于懂那感受了~
以前你也应该经常有这个感受吧~
以前你每天找我~
我都用功课很忙不得空的借口~
而没回你~
我不想说对不起~
我只想在现在补救~
我今天超想你的~
其实每天都一样^^

我真的真真的爱上你了~
重来没有这么爱过一个人~
怎么办？
但是我真矛盾~
我不想我的人生就只交过三个女友~
自私吧~
男人就是这么的犯贱~

所以想了很久~
既然天让我这么爱你~
那我得珍惜我有一个这么为我好的女友^^

“感谢还有你，陪我到最后”

Gone

I feel so moody 2day~
coz the day i hope wont come was here now~
Finally she gone~
u will be my fren 4ever~

21/6/10

quick a long time LuNn didn update his blog^^
just now sms with lollipop~ she told me her blog wad updated~
N she told me dont view it ^^
u all should noe girls call us dont view mean u must go view now XD
so i fast fast open my laptop 2 view ~
omg~ got 4 post i didn seen b4~
tat mean how long i didn view her blog lerh T.T
sry >.<

this few week many thing was happen~
端午节~
Go joggging with Pop~
Happy Father's day^^
then 2day~ school reopen day~
i was a trial prefect now~
see proberly is Trial 1~ trial for 1 month =.=
feel damn boring man~
but no choice this is the first step 2 become a prefect~
2day is the first day i duty~( stand a side like a wood == )
then looking 1 N 1 of them pass by me~ Lame @.@
N the most unbelievable thing is i was talking with Mr Phua daughter T.T
haiz~ howeva i m trying my best 2 do well in Form 6~
I can do it^^

一年里的甜蜜^^

还有大概两个小时的时间~
就是6月1号~
还记得1年前的我~
这个时候在跟她玩msn ^^
有说有笑的~
我们聊着聊着~
聊到了凌晨3点钟~
在模糊之下~ 我向你告白了^^
当时的我~并没有抱很大的期望她会接受我~
只是想告诉她 "我喜欢你"
没遇料到的是~她既然叫我把眼睛闭上~
倒数五秒~ 我问她为什么~ 她不说~
只叫我照着做~ 挣开眼睛后~
" 其实我也喜欢你~ 嘻嘻^^ "
就短短的9个字 + 一个笑脸~
转眼间~ 在一起一年了~
[酸甜苦辣] 样样都尝过了~
为一不懂是值得开心还是伤心的就是~
我们从没有吵过架^^

老婆~我懂你有时想我想的很苦~
因为我那吊儿郎当的性格~
老婆~我懂你很迁就很体谅我~
因为有时我两天都没有send封信息给你~
老婆~我懂你很爱我~
所以对不起哦~我会听话对你好好的^^

认识我的都知道这个是我的宝贝~现在变了她的宝贝^^（31/12/09)

我爱定你了 ^^ ~!!!

LuNn <3>

LoVe Lock Between us^^

Insomnia~

After reopen school i didn faced insomnia problem anymore~
but today it come to find me again T.T
i still thinking what will happen N what will teacher tell me 2morow during the 2 hours class~
Just now i sit infront of my piano~
open the cover~ i play a song~
my finger like cannot acting force on the keyboard~
haiz~ tomorow i am facing with my teacher~
last week she told me to practice more ~
but i was miss promise with her~
I didn practice at all~my heart was feeling cold when pressing the black N white keyboard~
keep thinking back the moment i m playing my exam song infront of the examinar~
Miss Lam so sorry i wasn't get what u expect me to get~

tomorow having a football match with friends~
hope i will enjoy the game~ because i still haven feel sleepy yet~
tomorow sure i will keep showing my open mouth to all of them ^^

Miss u dear~ suddenly feel tat i m not a good boy friend~
didn i find u in this whole day???
sorry~

Thx

I think so many during this few days~
i say i wont give up~
but wad i actually thinking???
i m alrdy disappointed 2 myself~
But howeva thx 4 those supporting me ~
tell me dont give up~
some of u really made me stop thinking on tat few moment when saw ur message~
but saturday is coming soon~
i donnoe how 2 face with my piano teacher~
Miss Lam~sry~
i really made u sad~

I wrote tis message is jus 2 thx all of those hu supporting me~
N i m ok now~ i will solve it myself~

失败

Form 6 started~
the sat of the reopen week~
made me so sad~
the first Fail in my life ~
The Fail in my own dictionary is fail until cannot continue 2 another stage
or fail 2 get ur certificate~
I Failed~
i cant regret~
i fail because of my attitute~
i m lazy~
i tot i will b lucky always~
i tot i can do it well~
finally i made my family feel sad~
i made my teacher feel disappointed~
i feel like wanna give up~
but i saw a short phrase after few day~
it almost sound like this~

" don feel scare when the sky is become darker~
u should feel happy when the darkest of sky ~
because the another day is coming soon~ don't give up"

LuNn~ just do it~
dont stop wad u r already decide from the beginning~
finished it N give it a beautiful ending~

2 more days

i will meet u again in school^^
a new life is begin~
i change my hair look~
damn short~
all is bcoz of my mum =.=
she bring me to cut a short hair~
but nvm larh~
i got gf lerh i wont care anymore^^
mother day is coming soon~
happy mothers day 2 both of my lovely mums^^
decide 2 buy a durian secret recipe cake 4 them~
but i haven get my salary yet~
pitty me T.T
and yesterday i jus went for my school pants~
RM65 ~ok larh not so expensive coz made 1~


2morow all of us mayb will going 2 farewell with alvin n aaron whose ready 2 go perak 4 their [matrikulasi]~ is it really spell like this i donnoe but i think it sound like this larh^^
hope they will enjoy the school life there^^
expecially banggan aaron don show u banggang face 2 them later they belasak u n alvin lorh~
pitty alvin have a same face with u T.T

Form 6 i m coming~
although i m tmn ehsan graduated student~
but now going bac 2 school will feel GAN JIONG oso^^
hope i will 收心养性 larh ^^
do well in any big or small exam~

AND AND AND~!!!!
this sunday i m going 2 listen my undang~
damn stupid N i feel so shy~
all of my frens already have their license ~
but now i jus preparing 2 get my L onli~!!!!
T.T shame of myself ~ pui pui pui~!

Pop after 2 more days u countdown list will show u a [ 0 ] ^^
so happy 2 see u again in school~
u must concentrate on u study orh~ not me =.=
keke~ i noe u will do tat if i didn caution u~
so Gambathe 2gether barh all my fren hu r studying now~
must do well b4 u regret ^^

BUSY

Got many thing was happen during this few week~
jus bcoz of i m 2 bz~
N now i alrdy 4got wad i wan 2 post at blog last time~
nvm~
i noe i will have a new life soon~
i m waiting now^^
5 more days 2 go~