2.01 a.m 头脑空空 ~ 乱说一片 ~

今天我又睡不觉了~
失眠？
不是~
我眼睛很累~
但是头脑很清醒~
=.=
哦？这算失眠吗？
玩电脑~
超无聊~最近脸都生了很多豆豆~
不好看了~以前爱美的我~
绝对不会就这样让它生~
但是最近都没什么理它~
我活在了模糊中~
就好像植物人模糊的躺在床上一样~
我跟他们的分别就是~我能动~
haiz~
我没有不开心~
压力？也不是很大~
我能应付~但是就是不懂我在想什么~
我人生缺乏了什么？

Happy Birthday Grandpa^^

2day is my grandpa birthday~
but i sleep at 4am in the morning~
we supose 2 go bac to Bidor at 9am~
but i cant wake up~
all the man in my family oso cant wake up~
so my mum N my sis go bac with my aunt first~
then i go bac with my dad at 12~
nothing 2 say much^^ coz lazy 2 type~
keke~jus see some picture barh~



Birthday cake 4 my Grandpa~but not really nice~coz my tasteless mum choose it^^



My cute cute cousin^^



My stupid brother capture this~ =.=


My Gandpa N Grandma ^^
(hope can i N lollipop like them)


Happy Birthday Grandpa^^




Me N my Grandpa^^



My Grandpa already 90~
i wish him SANG YAT FAI LOK~
SHAN TAI GIN HONG^^

i will stay with u~

long time didn write blog lerh~
2day suddenly wanna say something~
but donnoe wanna talk with hu~
2day i go play badminton with all my crazy fren~
get me suprise is soon yip oso come^^
we go eat MCd~
soon yip told me~he say suet li N him suggest 2 continue their study at Kampar UTAR~
no ppl study form 6 with me lerh~
so lonely~he got call me oso~
but i don think i will go~
i think it 4 a long time~
2day the whole day i got 2 tuition~
then i think 4 the whole day~
cant concentrate at all~


when the day trial start~
i cant sleep at all~
all my pimples come out~!!!!
haiz~i loss my handsome face~
haha~!!!but nvm~
i got my lollipop enuf^^haha~
i cant sleep~
i always tell myself~
"wad spm???not scared at all de~jus take it easy~"
actually not like this~
actually i care 4 it~
i oso feel scare~
pressure is surrouding me~
mayb i m the eldest~or my mum think i will b a successfull man 4 family chiew~


2day she go watch movie~
he whole day my heart jus folo her into the cinema^^
but she told me she not happy~
the stupid final destination is 18~
she look so young so cant watch it~
nvm larh~got DVD^^
then she told me she is sad~
i haven ask her y~
when i noe she sad~i started 2 feel sad 2~
she told me she didn have target~
she donnoe wad she wanna 2 do~
wad is she ambition~
i have suggest some wad she like 4 her~
but mayb not the time yet~
u will noe it when u grow up^^
this is wad parents always talk 2 their child~
haha~don worry de~time will solve everything~
jus take it easy~
no more sad lorh~sayang~


now is 1am at the morning~still cant sleep~
still chating with her~this i jus wanna tell her~
howeva wad is happen on u~
i will jus stay with u~
no matter wad,where,N when~
Love u lorh~lollipop^^

8~31~09

2day is Malayasia Nasional Day^^
but i like no feeling at all~
haha~i wake up at 9 something~
then i sleep bac N wake up at 12^^
2morow open schooll lerh~
exam day oso~physic~


2day jus study study study~
but i believe last minutes hardworking is useless^^
but at least help me 2 build some confident~


finally i finished the 3 essay~
study awhile write awhile~
finally i finished it^^
u ask me is it suffer???
erm~tell u truth is really suffer de arh^^
but i m enjoying the suffer time~
in tat moment jus let me keep thinking of u~
so suffer oso become sweet sweet lerh^^


k larh~sleepy time~11p.m
gambathe 2 all trial exam students~
N sayonara 2 all students like me =.=
Gd nitez^^


602lollipop~

can see cannot eat~

==
2day jus woke up~
my mum tell me~
"boy u father bought a car"
i jus gib a relax look on my mum~
orh~"y ?dad change wad car?"
u noe larh~ i jus wake up^^
"no larh is buy 4 u de~"
dang dang dang dang dang~!!!
wow~gib me a morning shock~
wad the hell???
i didn have car licience man =.=
mum told me dad buy a proton persona 4 me~
10 more days will get the car~
i feel shock de~
but sit down think 4 a few minutes~
i feel so sad T.T
Y???y???y???
i noe i got a car~
but i cannot drive now~
1st i haven got a car licience~
2nd my mum help me go ask wad Guan Dai Ye~
say i cannot drive car b4 april of next year~
wah~
really bad 2 me T.T
or mayb some1 will say ~
"wah u so good larh~haven got licience got car liao"
no de~
not like this de~
i noe y my father buy the car 4 me so fast~
actually he got purpose de~
1st coz he like the car~
2nd coz the car he say will increase the prize soon~ =.=
wadeva larh~
i so sad larh~
i wan go out with my dar~!!!
i wan hug my lollipop tight when saw her~
damn miss her~
haha~



MISS U THE ALWAYS~
lOLLIPOP^^

2.05 a.m

Now is 2.05 in the morning~
actually i supose 2 sleep like a pig on my comfortable bed~
but i woke up~
4 no reason~
i cant sleep~
my brain full of "u"
R u sleep???
or u jus same like me cant sleep~
or u already sleep like a cutie pig^^
actually i already plan wad suprise i gonna 2 gib u on tat day~
but is it not the time~
my parents didn let me go coz SPM =.=
haiz~they r right~it is important than u~
but my heart jus full of u~
haiz~this really a suffer holiday~
really suffer~
haiz~
cant sleep cant sleep cant sleep~
later i wan go count sheep~
k larh~
if i still cant sleep~
write 1 more time later~
hope i wont wake up again~
Gd nitez^^



Miss u always~

21-8-09

now is already the 60th hours i didn saw her~
miss u nerh~
didn meet u in msn oso~
i got many thing wana tell u~
now i oso donnoe wad i m doing~
lame lame lame~
jus now tuition cant concentrate at all~
but howeva~i learn something new 2day^^
but actually the add math fomula not new~
is already long time ago~but i didn listen when teacher teach b4^^
keke~
haiz~now is 1.02~
is it am or pm???
am is morning~
pm is night~
if now is 1.02 am y the sky so dark~
if 2morow 1.02 pm then y the sky so bright N hot???
no larh~
actually i noe~
blur blur blur~

2day i saw a statement~
is sound like this~
"To the world u mayb jus 1 person~But to 1 person u mayb the world"
keke~i think this can replace with how important is u in my heart^^
not onli tat~
i heard a song 2day~
is a old song~"Right here waiting"
really a romantic song~

but howeva~exam is important 4 me now^^
i can do wad i wan~
if i get a good result~
jus as we say"begin with bitter N sweet in the end"
haha~2day is add math paper~
i really hope god bless me ~i wan pass~
really hope god can heard wad i say^^
Haleluya~



52Lollipop^^

世界末日要到了吗？

我学校已经有第4个案件了~
第4个人中了H1N1~
真得很可笑~
我们学校都好像没一回事的~
算了吧~
就是有这种学校所以病情才会漫延~
我觉得现在整个世界都在混乱当中~
天灾~人祸~
什么都来了~
我们还能活多几年？
还是几天？
我们都不懂~
世界末日到了吗？
每人懂~但是世界不是电脑~
不能reformat的~
保护自己的环境吧~
活在自己想活的世界里~
世界会变成怎样是自己照成的~
保护我们的环境~
保护自己~远离病痛~


SAY 　BB　２　Ｈ１Ｎ１

台湾加油~

今天~吃晚饭过后~
我跟我爸就坐在一起看新闻~
我爸开了台湾新闻来看~
因为最近台湾发生了台风~
其实那不是一个新闻报道~
是一个节目说关于台湾在台风里遇害的灾民~
真得很惨~
在那里~那位主持人~马茜
他在报道里~批评了台湾总统~马英九~
我个人觉得他是一位很好的总统~
样子看起来也很善良~
但是就被批评了~
先先我还觉得他们不应该批评他做得不好~
因为这是天灾~
但是我在听下去时~我明白了~
我明白了为什么灾民们都责怪他都埋愿他~
因为真的是他的“无能”~
照成几百名灾民被活活的埋起来~
我看了很心酸~不止这个~
台湾有一个村子名叫小林村~原本是一个漂亮的小村庄~
现在变成了一片平坦的废地~
这不只是个废地~在这地地下埋着了很多具尸体~
真得很心痛~他们还访问了一位女子~
她家族里有45个人包括她~但是全都被埋起来了~
只剩下她一个人~她哭着说了一句让我掉泪的话~
“我什么的没了~只剩下我一个~你叫我怎么活下去"
我还以为这些话我只会在戏里才看到~
不是的~在真是人生里真的会有的~
我眼眶红了~不止这个~在台湾很出名的阿里山~
是台湾很漂亮的景点~但是都被毁了~
山上住着的都是生活无忧无虑的原族民~
但是他们的家园被毁了~没了~完了~
有一个1岁半大的女孩~
被拯救人员从山上就出来了~
但是他的爸爸和妈妈都还下落不明~
她每天都在等直升机会把他爸爸和妈妈带回来~
她才1岁半~他长大了也许还会深刻地记在脑海里~
也可能已经以忘得一干二净了~
但是在她这还喝着牛奶的年龄~
居然要他吃起了人生中的第一口肉粽~
他很坚强~都没哭~说一加油吧小孩~加油吧台湾~！！！

谢谢lollipop~

今天她送了我一盒东西~
是她自己做的cookies~
哈哈^^
很感动~
还是love型的~
好不舍得吃啊~
如果不是要换tappurware给她~
我就真得不舍得动它~
很漂亮阿^^
但是结果还是被逼吃了~TT
很好吃^^
我妈看到就跟我掏了一个来吃~
我很不舍得的~还是给了妈一个~
但是我有两个妈TT
吃了我两块~wuwuwuw ~
哈哈~但是没关系拉`
我跟她都很孝顺的^^

但是我还是有不开心的~
为什么你又不开心的都不告诉我~
如果我没看你得blog就不懂你哭过来~
难怪你这几天都好像没什么开心的~
但是其实我应该跟你说对不起~
生为男朋友的我~都没有好好的安慰你~
不要再哭了咯^^